Let it germinate.
Our human process’ follow the patterns and rhythms of the universe. We can look at how plants, and animals come to be on this planet from an idea or urge, to clusters of small cells all the way into complex organisms. This evolution can also be compared to our manifestation process. We begin with an idea, this idea expands and we begin grounding it into this reality with conscious action, until eventually the idea takes root and begins taking on a personality of its own.
If at any time during its transitional period the organism is disturbed there is a risk that it will not fully grow into its original potential or die completely. The germination period of any creation is imperative to the overall outcome of its manifested form. We can see with when we disturb a seed that is beginning to germinate. If we were to tear open the chrysalis of a butterfly as it was in the middle of its metamorphosis it would not survive.
Our ideas and even our projects from the heart and very similar to this. Like the seed our projects and ideas need time and space to take root in our life. As they lay in the cocoon of our hearts they begin weaving threads in our subconscious mind. These threads become ideas and direction which if we follow we can help the project grow. If we speak about our intentions we are attempting to add form to something that is still formless. This seemingly harmless act can stifle the germination in your heart and your passion for the idea will as a result fade away. It is not that speaking about your dreams is a bad thing; it is more that adding expectations and trying to add too much detail will potentially inhibit the innate purpose and direction of what you are creating. Every spark of creation that we manifest into our reality has a purpose beyond what we can even envision for it- in fact it would take a quantum leap in consciousness to truly understand the role its manifestation plays in our life.
Although this seems very sad, the good news is the minute you “lose” one project another equally valid concept is already forming in the space where the old one was. Your potential is limitless. Your ability to create is powerful beyond measure.
Once you begin to get a feel for the rhythm of birthing a creation from an idea to a reality you begin to develop the ability to expand on that process. You start to be able to hold more than one concept seriously in your heart as the more trusting of the process you become the energy you originally had fighting it can now be used to help it.